yesterday..!

so i finally went to the beach this summer. corona del mar. it was oober fun. got up pretty early. well earlier than usual. woke up knowing that Besst wasnt coming anymore. got ready anyway. not as excited as i was the day before. went to the beach after a few hours. saw the franciscos. got a little excited. took over a whole spot. the ombrog sisters came. got even more excited. went to the water. wasnt planning on getting my hair wet. but my brother got it wet anyway. -__- everyone started coming after. and there it was. i was excited. more like thrilled to actually have a day with the cool kids. &so it began. went body boarding. :D yeeah.. i ended up getting my hair wet. ate for awhile. played volleyball. totally missed it. we got to 30 in a row! i know it may not sound like a lot.. but trust me.. it was hard. *thats what she said* hahah. sang. A LOT. deng ombrog sisters make me jealous.. they know how to play the geetar. if only i was good too. oh well. hahah. so carlo and i did a cover there. but the waves were louder than us. actually.. it was everyone else around us.. x] well do a redo carlo. foshoo..! anywhoo.. stayed at the beach the whole day. by the end of the day.. we were dancing to michael jackson songs. hahah. eehee! [inside joke]. so we were in our car &i decided to sleep cause i thought we were going home. i wake up realizing that we were on our way to micahs house. :D went to the park &into a school. it was too dark to even see anyones face. on our way there.. the boys rolled down this one hill. i thought that was pretty cute. hahah. anywaay.. went back to the franciscos house and went to their pool. layed down &looked at stars. its not as cheesy as it sounds cause the boys were being so disgusting with the images they were coming up with.. hahah. had some skyflakes &i was off to go home. went home satisfied with my day. though it could have been better with Besst with me.. im glad i had a day with the dopefreshh people. :] we needa do it again guys!

hugs&love.

r.i.p. michael jackson [6.25.9]

so this is for yesterdays events. didnt get to do it cause i fell asleep on the phone. anywaay.. so yesterday. it was a goooood day. it was.. my bestfriend/sister/singingbuddy/mother/daughters birthday. it was.. JUSTINE ELIZABETH YU VELASCOS birthday foooool! :] so the day started out great. went to the movies with my brothers to watch transformers 2. idk why people say it wasnt good BUT it actually was. i liked it at least. or maybe its just cause i was looking at shia leBUFF the whole time. x] hes hoooott! i never knew that id be looking back to luis from even stevens. -__- but HEY. now is now. :D and may i say.. megan fox was pretty darn sexy too. not that im lesbian or anything. but every girls gotta admit that their jealous of her. so the movie ended. we walked to the mall. momdizzle picked us up there. they dropped me off at justines dinner. but they werent even there yet! so we went to chow king to buy some boba. :] went back to thai bbq and surprisingly they were there already! i thought i was the one who was reserving. so i was gonna tell the dude "reserve for 9." BUT he said it before me. then i was like.. "wtheeeeyl?!" stalker. hahah. no but the truth was.. its cause they were there before me. so i went to their secluded area.. said "happy birthday best!" then out of nowhere.. my other besst pops out of nowhere and he says.. "oh wuuuh?! i thought i was your besst!" thats when i realized that claude was there. :] thats also when i got happier. so like.. i think the dude who read my mind was getting frustrated with us cause we took like more than 30 min to think of what we wanted. but when the stalker came.. we werent even ready cause we were messing around the whole time. hahah. i think he hated us. x] oh well. so we got our fooood. yuuum. i didnt eat much cause the boba made me full already. took pictures. sang to justine. she blew her candles.. then there it was.. the cake attack.. at first i wasnt part of it. it was just me, tiff, and a girl named gail that didnt get caked. oh and jared. but then.. freakin anthony came out of nowhere &caked me. wasnt much but i went to the restroom where justine was to wash it all off. we walk out.. here comes claude with more cake.. omgaahd. it was never ending. him and anthony were ganging up on me. anthony tried to hold on to me while claude tried to put cake on me. i escaped. :D ran outside thai bbq cause my ride was there. said buy to everyone. &there it was. anthony put more. -__- but its all gooood. were just having fun. even if i got some in my hair! hahah! i miss those guys already. but its okay! im seeing besst on tomorrow at the beach! :] yeeup. hes coming. i still have to ask justine and anthony if they can come. i love my mom cause she suggested we give them a ride. :] i looooove her! eeek! excited like fuuuuuh. anywhoo.. went to church cause my mom had practice. chilled over there with my dope friends till like 11. went home. called Besst back. exchanged words. fell asleep on the phone. &thats the end of my day. it was ooooober fun. luhluhloved yesterday. ready for tomorrow! :D i guess thats it for now..

p.s.
were gonna miss yoo michael jackson. especially them little boys..! x] jooke. no really.. respect him. if not him.. his music. :] i love michael jackson.... music! <3

hugs&love.

to catch up..

omgaaaahd. i havent written in so long. sorry guys. but let me just help yoo guys catch up with my life. so on saturday.. i went to a wedding. kuya marvins wedding. i was a junior bridesmaid. :] but i have no picture of me walking cause my brother missed me when i was walking. -__- oh well. anywhoo.. during the wedding.. i had to stand up the whole deng time with my freakin 3 inch heels. but it was alright cause my friend faye was making faces at me. i love her. we were messing around the basically the whole time we were standing up. got my mind off the hurt for awhile. hahah. that wasnt the fun part though. it was AFTER the wedding. took pictures first. then changed.. cause the dress was ugly and itchy! so i changed into something cutes! :] omg! so like.. there were these kids that were sooo annoying! like my friends and i were getting REALLY annoyed. cause this one kid was like.. "i have money..! nananana!" rubbing the money in my face and whatnot. i tried not to pay attention to her but she got to me. so i took my wallet out and i was like.. "oh yeeah.. well i have 20s! nananana!" getting my money out and crap. but to make the story short.. it shut her up. hahaha. for awhile at least. my friends house was close by so we walked to her house so that she could change too and so that i could borrow some chinelas [slippers]. cause my feet were hurting. -__- we went back to her house like 3 times.. taking pictures on the way. hahah. of course. but we went back to the wedding. played with huge cards again. chilled. took pictures. then slept on the couches. went home at around 130am? idk. but it was late. called besst [claude] &talked to tiff and anthony for awhile. i know. why not claude? cause they kinda took the phone from him. hahah. anthony was being all emo again. as usual. but im always here for him. claude called back when he got home. &the end.

now.. SUNDAY. happy fathers day! :] our church had a surprise for the dads. got home at around 4-430pm? chilled. then the party started! :D my parents threw a party for their friends that visited from virginia. so they had their own party inside the house. while my friends and i had our own in the garage. we ate. then we swam until like 10pm. stayed in the jacuzzi for the longest time. took pictures with my camera under water. cooool. i know! x] anywhoo.. we ate again.. went into the garage. and just chilled. :D it was fuuuun. theres a lot more that happened but this is too long now. so ill get back to yoo guys asap! hugs&love.

BTW. more pictures on my myspace! check it out yooo!

the past.

the past is the past. thats what many say. but is it reaally just the past? we go through so many things. good and bad. we remember the ones that affected us the most. those are called memories. we may not like all that we remember.. but it still benefits us somehow. for example.. if yoo did something yoo wish yoo didnt do.. thats the past. but at least yoo can learn from it. it really just depends on the person if he/she would actually try to get something out of what they did. if they actually tried to make a better person out of themselves. what i learned from my past was that no matter how hard yoo try to forget about the past.. itll never happen. itll always come back sooner or later. so the only thing yoo can do is deal with it. face it. just make a better person out of yourself. the memories yoo had..? keep it. because those are once in a lifetime. if yoo try to erase any memories from your past.. yoo wont have any stories to tell your grandchildren. about your first love. how yoo ran away. when yoo snuck out. or when yoo just had a great time with the ones yoo love. the past isnt just the past. its what keeps us going.

what a day. yesterday. :]

okaay. so im blogging for yesterday because its too early to blog for today. anywhoo.. i went to disneyland for joshualyns birthday yesterday! yippee! :D it was my two brothers, my friend, joshualyn &me. so if yoo count the people... yoo will realize that it is odd numbered. which means.. i was lonely. well not all the time. but i blame it on claude. yes yoo besst! but its fiine. he made up for it later on in the day. :] but at disneyland. oooh man. it was fuun as heck. first joshy went to upgrade her ticket into an annual pass with my brother while my other brother, jazzy [my friend], and i went to california adventures to ride tower of terror. luhluhloooved it! wanted to go again but we had to meet up with joshy and my brother again. so we left cali.adven. and went to disneyland. we didnt ride a lot of rides but we did stay in a lot of lines. hahah. TURKEY LEG! *inside joke* but id gladly explain.. so we were in line for the toy story ride at cali.adven. but we got tired of waiting so we left. then we saw a sign.. it said "smokey turkey legs 'the hottest legs on the boardwalk'" omg. doesnt that make yoo want one?! so we went to go get one... in the longest line ever.. we even had enough time to make a new friend. he was white. he kinda looked like a biker. but nicer. hahah. this random guy made it fun. but soon enough we finally got our turkey leg. we did everything with it. we danced with it. took pictures with it. jumped around with it. &ate it. wait. devoured it. &after we finished eating it.. we just kept saying "turkey leg" at random times. it became a habit. hahah. anywaaay. i think that was the highlight of my day. no wait. it wasnt. it was actually when joshy asked.. "were trying to find a restaurant. do yoo know what a restaurant is?!" omgaahd. that was funny. if yoo dont get it.. its cause she was asking if i knew any restaurants. but its sounded like.. yeah. nevermind. yoo had to be there when it happened. anywhoo.. disneyland/cali.adven. was fun. my feet hurt reeeal bad. we sat down for like 1hr 30min just to save our spot for the fireworks. &because we were tired. played random games while waiting. then the fireworks started. it was BEAUTIFUL. :] i want to go there with my "special someone" next time. thatd be cutes! after the fireworks.. we went to downtown disney. oh! another funny story. okay so we were walking to downtown disney and i realized something. so i said.. "omgahd! i still needa do claudes thingy!" my brother laughed. i had NO IDEA what he was laughing at. then i realized what i said. OMG. i started cracking up. i didnt mean it that way though. just so all yoo guys know. i was going to get claude something &it came out wrong.. but yeeah. fun times. we finally went home &left joshy in the arms of jed. oh yeah. i forgot to mention that part. jed, his brother, and some girl named jessica met up with us before the fireworks. but yeeah. joshy went home with them. so we headed home. once i got home. called bestfriend like i said i would. he ended my day with a smile. :] i really miss yoo besst! but its okay. he might come with me to the beach next saturday! yaaay! kay. well this is too long now. hopefully ill blog about today later! hugs&love.

happy birthday peter!

so today was chill day with the cool kids. as always. woke up from the conversation i had with bestfriend, claude, yesterday. thanks for being there for me always by the way beest! anywho.. in the morning.. i went to church. was sunday school teacher today. i have thee funniest story EVER. okay. so like today we were supposed to get the kids to draw and write something for their dads for fathers day next sunday. there was a little girl named kayla who drew a picture of her and her dad. another little girl asked.. "whats that..?" *points at a certain part of the drawing* kayla replies.. "its my dads pekpek." ROFL. literally rolling on the floor laughing. it was hilarious! oh and if yoo dont get it.. its cause youre not filipino. no racial. just to clearify.. pekpek is filipino for... a girls vajayjay. hahaha. but yeeah. that totally made my day. but it makes me wonder.. what are the parents teaching their kids nowadays..?! so after church.. we chilled for awhile. played with giant play cards. it was HUGE. *thats what she said* but yeeah. played kent and bs. champion at kent AND bs fooools! not bragging. jammed with micah and carlo. &then we were on our way to my godchilds house for the laker game. only watched until 3rd quarter cause i knew they got it. so i went into the room to watch the pursuit of happyness with the dopefresh people. later on i got news that the lakers won. whooo! CHAMPS. &that practically made my day complete. :] so thats it for now! hugs&love.

to make up for yesterday.

so i didnt get to post a blog yesterday. sorry. i didnt get home till 2 in the morning. once i got home.. i knocked out. anywaay. yesterday was alright. pretty boring at times but it wasnt so bad. woke up late. ate cheerios. watched some tv. got ready. put on random clothes. looked janky. but whatevers. left with parents to buy gifts for some kid. idk who he is but i left them and shopped by myself. got me some new bras. not that yoo needed to know. but that was part of my day. lmao. anywhoo.. went back home. left again to go to godchilds house. parents had bible study while i babysitted my godchildren &their friends. couldnt control them after awhile so i just fell asleep on them. momma woke me up at around 130 in the morning to tell me that we were finally going home. got home at 2. like i said. knocked out. like i said. that was practically my day yesterday. pretty lame. i need better days this summer. someone take me out of this house! well i have to go to some kids party today. cant wait cause all the cool kids are there! i have a feeling that the boys are gonna be gay today. -__- well ill try to post another blog later tonight about today! hugs&love.

P.S.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY FAWZI!! sorry i wasnt able to tell yoo yesterday..!

final day of school. :[

todays such a sad day. kind of. well some parts of my day were good. ill just tell yoo my day and yoo will be the judge on what parts were good. so i woke up. obviously. went to school. failed my econ/gov test. brought my grade down to a b+. thats bad for me. i know what youre thinking. "shes crazy..!" yeah yeah yeeah. ive heard that before. anywaaaay.. pe was my last final. i was supposed to swim in that class but i didnt want to get my hair wet. &last time i checked.. yoo cant swim and NOT get your hair wet. but i guess its fine. i can always swim here at home. so i just sat on the benches with the boys and watched random people jump off the diving bored. it was hilarious. especially cause a lot of them were... "thick". but yeeah. had fun with gavin that period cause we were making fun of a lot of people while shannon was making my cardigan dirty and thinking i had a bunch of split ends. its blonde hair fooool! hahah. no im not kidding. it really is. but yeeah. ended up not swimming. school ended officially. :[ im gonna miss everyone.. especially the seniors! omgaaaaahd! im gonna miss claude [besst], anthony [kuya], jesmond, lalique, and aaron the MOST. i love all yoo guys! pleeeease visit. anywho.. after pe final.. went to the front benches with shannon and gavin. waited for awhile cause we got out early. people started coming. shannon took me across the street with me thinking that i was gonna be a loner. said goodbye. got off the car. and HELLO. theres justine in chai cafe. :D but it wasnt long till she left me. -___- its fine. cause momma came like 5 minutes later. so i went home kinda mad/annoyed that i wasnt going to be able to go to the graduation. i would miss any laker game to watch my friends walk in their graduation. it didnt happen. :[ but im glad i got to stay and watch the laker game. 3-1. whooo! theyre gonna win the next one. *knocks on wood* i know they will. *knocks on wood again* and so now im doing this blog. wishing that i went to my bestfriends graduation. it was once in a lifetime. &i missed it.. i spent practically my whole day home alone. well my brother was home but i didnt even see him until i started singing karaoke during halftime. but the graduation! im sorry besst! i still love yoo! ill make it up to yoo somehow. anyway. thats it for now. hope i killed your boredom! :] hugs&love.

not the day i expected.

today was a chill day. had no final for anything. had chemistry "final" actually. no justkidding. had a party in there. watched gran torino. i think thats how yoo spell it.. whatever. hahah. anyway. time went by quickly. soon enough it was choir "final". didnt do much in there. signed and designed justines yearbook. wrote her a looooong ass paragraph.. x] justkidding. i think i took like an hour just drawing in her yearbook. &yeaah. sooner or later school was done and over with. well theres still tomorrow. anyway.. went to the benches with justine. waiting.. hoping that we would be able to hang out after. a few minutes passed and i was wrong. he had other plans. what a bummer. but thats fine. i think.. so i just walked across the street with justine and danjelly. called my sister earlier than i expected. she picked me up. i went home. i usually eat once i get home. but i didnt feel like it today. i dont know why. so i just watched a movie instead. its called hes just not that into yoo. loved it. its such a messed up movie. alotta true stuff though. got me thinking.. but then again.. its just a movie. that so happens to have a lot of facts.. idk. i like it. anywayyy.. im supposed to be studying for my econ/gov final tomorrow. but honestly.. i dont know what to study. plus.. my book is at school. hahah. greeeat. i know. but yeeah. i thought today would have been better. todays just not the day i expected.. but theres always tomorrow. :]

omgaahd.nowaaay?!

and so here it goes. my next blog. today was dopefresh. but only after 7th period final. so yesterday i was studying for my english final. obviously.. i fell asleep while reading and woke up today at exactly 5am. not surprised at all. fell asleep again and woke up 30min later. got ready. yadiyadiya.. took my final for english. -__- bombed that test. took my final for precal/trig. bombed that too. took spanish2 final. easy as hell. got out 5min early. wow. big deal. i know. kinda sad cause this is my last day to get annoyed by my teacher. oh well. anywaaay. walked to the front with jas. sat at the benches with matty, jas and jay for awhile. kelly caught up. shannon caught up. said goodbyes cause i thought i had to leave. cause momma was there to drive choir leaders/4year members to the boiling crab. ended up not going until 2:15. car ride there with momma, tito anthony's dad, david, lalique, jesmond and fawzi. all fell asleep. got there. and OMG. it was about time. ordered food. waited. drew on the tables.

took pictures. food came. time to devour. ate like pigs. :] finished food. ordered more food. waited again. drew some more. took more pictures.

food came. chow time. finished. sang happy birthday to brian and fawzi. ate their cake. yummy. then it was time to go home. car ride home with the same kids.

laughing at random stuff. saw silly. x] *inside joke* fawzi kicking me in the butthole. *inside joke* david trying to help me stop my tickle spots. didnt happen. hahah. lalique sleeping. the cutest.

jesmond pretending to sleep. not so cute.

LMAO. got to nogales. stayed for a few minutes. went home. now watching laker game. theyre gonna win. hopefully. i have faith in them. :] anyway. today was the best day i had this whole week. yes its tuesday. i know. but it still is. :D now my brother is bugging me to get off the computer. so i gotta go! more more more blogs to coooome.

last full day of school. :[

so today was the last full day of school. it all started as a typical day. woke up. got ready. went to school. went across the street. went back to school. then went home. but a lot happened during and after school. so during school.. went to my first period. english. watched "the emperor's club." it was a good movie. i bet yoo would like it too. second period. econ/gov. watched another movie. boring as hell. went to the library to turn in our books. that was probably the fun part of that period. -__- third period. chem. that period was alright. ate some hot lays with jasmine &our sub. :] yummy stuff. yummy stuff meaning jasmine. hahah. justkidding. im straight. fourth period. precal/trig. boring as hell again. im scared for this final though. i think i forgot everything i learned. lmao. oh well. fifth period. pe. this was probably the best period cause the pe boys are fun to watch when they play football. noo. its not like that. its cause aaron is freakin hilarious! hes so loud. lmao. gavin looked like he was gonna break a bone in any moment. hahah. and shannon was the same as always. a jerk. he was far away from me yet he still can be an ass to me. maybe thats his talent. hahah. if yoo saw me watching the boys play.. yoo would see the biggest smile in the whole freakin world. i looked crazy.. laughing by myself and crap. but oh well. sixth period. choir. its not as fun cause were not singing. that whole period.. justine was just going on and on about some boy. im so jealous of her. how she could find someone so chill and understanding. hopefully i find someone like that. but im happy for her. :] 7th period. spanish2. that class is always fun cause everyone in there are awesome. signed yearbooks. im really gonna miss this class. even if we all wanted to get outta that class everyday. hahah. ate some of rashmi's potatoe salad. mmm. yum yum yuuum. bell rings. i walk out. walked with gavin for a bit then met up with shannon and matty. walked to the front. signed more yearbooks. found justine. shannnon drove me, matty and justine across the street. chilled there for awhile. had fun with justine cause we were both trying to solve a serious crisis. hahah. like SERIOUS crisis. x] even quiznos workers were trying to help. lmao. anyway.. went out of quiznos. signed another yearbook. she came.. then it started. i dont know what i felt. but it wasnt good. i have no right to question anything or anyone. but im really getting confused now. i dont know who i should believe. those people. or myself. i dont want to be in denial like how i used to be. but i dont wanna lose this opportunity either. idk. ill figure it out. i always do. anyway.. walked back to nogales with justine. went to the all yoo can eat tacos for choir. ended up not eating any. wasnt in the mood. so i just went home. still thinking about a few hours ago. &now im doing this. decided to make one cause i needed somewhere to put my stories in. :] anyway.. thats it for now. more to come soon!